sorry to say that i feel bad again. i wanna b a monk mayb i will calm.

oh God why i still b like this. Nobodyyyyyy yes no a nice guy in my life. i need to forget and try to find someone else but  the new one make me feel bad again.

i just need 2 b him and make it clear but he couldn't do that. I chose to b here with him though i made a mistake and what he did for me.  

when i need to stop , he always come back and start. what the hell !!!  i need a man not a boy who think he can.

would i be happy by myself?? i need that.  iiiiiiiiiiiiii hate myself.